Channeling the Higher Self

I've explained in other blog posts that through my research, I found that the Soul incarnates for experience, learning, and evolution. The Soul creates the plan for the incarnation, specifically the family members, time period, location, the challenges and purpose. The incarnation is almost like a play and we are the actors. Have you ever wondered what your purpose here on Earth is and what your Soul would tell you? I met with a talented intuitive that could channel my Higher Self and I found out.

In other blog posts I've mentioned that in my own curiosity and research, I met with a very talented intuitive named Stephanie that channels spirit guides and the Higher Self. For channeling excerpts from my spirit guide, take a look at the Spirit Guides Blog Post. Stephanie can channel any Higher Self, even the Higher Self of someone still alive. To clarify, the Higher Self is the part of our energy or Soul that stays in the spirit realm when we incarnate into a human body. We can also connect with our Higher Self energy through meditation and mindfulness in order to understand our purpose. My channeling session with Stephanie was fascinating to hear what my Higher Self had to say. Stephanie was also able to channel the Higher Self of my children to answer a couple questions and understand their purpose.

I would ask a question and then Stephanie would speak for about 10 minutes straight without break. Her voice did not change but her cadence changes and I could tell that the information was not coming from Stephanie. Below are the transcriptions of channeling sessions with my Higher Self and the Higher Self of my children. The bold text are my questions to the Higher Self and my notes. I tried to create paragraphs for easier reading but it was challenging because Stephanie doesn't take breaks when she channels, I believe this is due to the way the energy is transmitted through the channeler.

Just to give some background information on my first question below....in the blog post called Reincarnation, I explain that I met with quite a few mediums/intuitives that told me I was a starseed soul. A starseed soul is a soul that had incarnations on other planets before incarnating on Earth. I wanted to understand why this is important for me to know.

My Higher Self session 1: I asked my Higher Self why am I getting hints that I have incarnations on other planets? What should I do with this information?

"I’m not actually getting hints, I’m getting in-for-mation. I like to break it down in its components of syllables because there’s a huge difference in a hint which would suggest I have to do the heavy lifting and come up with data and verifiable validating information when I’m actually getting the information. But because by nature and history I am a researcher, I am one who takes all the heaps and mountains of information, sifts and sorts through it, and makes sense of it, puts it in different piles, reorganizes it and burns up which is no longer true. It’s not that something has never been true for one can find truth in anything if they go far enough back into history, human history, evolutionary history there can be kernels of truth in absolutely every statement that has ever been made even the most ridiculous of sorts.

So I have in my journeys, my many journeys, regardless of the planetary habitation I have chosen, I have been tasked with keeping things neat, tidy, orderly and burning up the information that is no longer relevant that will inevitably contribute to chaos and confusion if it is left heaped right along with the information that is right and ripe for this time, for these times.

I have agreed to come here, I am here by invitation, I am here by some say divine appointment, I say invitation because there are those that I have agreed to support, to help by weeding out, sorting through, and organizing the information so they don’t have to feel so heavily laden. My parents are among them but not in the way I’m thinking because none of this is actually going to be depleting for me, it’s not meant to be effortful, it's not even meant to take up more time then just seconds perhaps even nanoseconds on a daily basis, I don’t even have to intentionally dedicate time and devotion to it, it's just something I have to agree to. I have already requested it but it’s this free will of mine that I’m so grateful to have, to exercise, to utilize. I must actively agree to what it is I am doing, so I’m not just dropping into meditation, I am opening to a highway of sorts, bits and pieces of yes information so that I can help others. I route it, I reroute it, I send it down different roadways, pathways, highways, back country roads so there can be more clarity.

I am one who is here to bring clarity and because at this stage of my development, my unfoldment, I do not proclaim myself to be expert at anything. That is the best place to come from because I have noticed, we are, I am speaking for the collective of Souls in human journeys, the humans are getting tired of those experts, those proclaiming their expertise. For how can this be shown and proven, it is no longer sufficient to have the credentials behind or in front of one's name, it is the lived experience that matters. This does loop back to my family unit in general which means that as I embody the walks of truth that I’m choosing to attend and attune to, I do not need to say a single thing, I do not need to recommend a single book, I do not need to send a single video, I simply do it and that is the learning, that is the offering, that is the teaching. It is sacred what I am doing but it is not simply to suit myself or for my own benefit. It is for others to bear witness, show an interest, intrigue and then if I’m asked I can provide.

Yes I have been to other zones I’ll call them zones because they aren’t limited to planets or galaxies or particular star systems, it includes everything. I am one that likes to taste and sample a wide variety, not to determine the best but simply for the experience of it, as many experiences as I can pack into a lifetime, journey or adventure because the benefit of that attunes each and every one of my selves to a different frequency.

In short, I would like to acknowledge that I am responsible for no one else. I am here to lift up, and in this ship, because it is a spaceship of sorts that I have seen, I have dreamed of, I have inhabited, I will be extending threads, cords, ladders, and the like to those that care to join but there is no imperative. I am not here to save anyone as I have been in other journeys. I am simply here to hold, carry, elevate and expand on the light so that if there are others that wish to add to the same, they may join, that is it, it is simple." 

My Higher Self session 2: I asked my Higher Self why my husband and I chose each other in our soul plan and what is our pre-birth contract

"So here's where things are interesting to me. I’ve come with an openness here to allow the relationship to change form and change ways. And what I mean by this are sure there are the typical agreements to bare witness to the growth and transformation of the other and for me to be a strong spine with a very soft front so as to model and to demonstrate how that can be embodied and also for me to be in gracious acknowledgement of the contributions of this beloved for whom things can feel invisible and undervalued and things of that nature yes there are much there.

I wish to acknowledge that some of these aspects of our agreement have been left TBD to be determined. Because there are twists and curves and switchbacks that we will choose, walk, invite and sometimes avoid until they are no longer avoidable that will decide further agreement. And so for example one of the agreements is for me to amplify his accomplishment, value and worth. I have a willingness to do that unless it feels as though it is expected, demanded, insisted upon, and begged for. All of that will have me lean into a different way of being, of scanning, of opening. Some of these agreements are not applied across the board in all scenarios and situations, and conversations but are left to be determined to what extent I will be engaging if they are aligned with me. Even though they have been patterned, commitments can change especially if there is open heartedness. If there is something more in the highest service, it can feel very threatening to deviate. There are deviations to our agreements with each other and It is right aligned, it is appropriate. I wish to say that otherwise it can feel like I am dropping the ball and he is shirking his duties as well.

With regards to this relationship it is blessed by sacred energy, it is imprinted by many lifetimes of experience, some shared, some individual and coming back together for the purpose of sharing. Other lifetimes I’ve engaged with this specific other for purely physical gain. There is no judgement there however if I feel a twinge of that now and then it is often linked to memory, memory of particular experiences where one or the other of us has had to demand of the other to rise to the occasion in order to preserve, promote, protect the integrity of the relationship and of the other. This one is varied and multifaceted and there are multiple layers to it. I do not need to peel them all away. The greatest service I can provide to the other is the truth telling when I have the clarity for myself as soon as I have it"

My Daughter’s Higher Self - My daughter is 5 years old. I asked if I should be concerned with her physical complaints (like my throat hurts, my leg hurts...etc) and why she wakes up at night time (she just pops up her head at night)

"Well I don’t have all the words yet and this is a bit of a conundrum for me because once I do I will be able to tell you all the things you want to know and all the things you didn't think you wanted to know. But it will take me a little while before I have as many as is sufficient to string together all the important things you need to know about me so thank you for letting me be the first one here because I have perhaps the most to say. I’m not competing or anything..ok I am competing a little bit but I am happy to have so much access to all of these words that will do a better job so far than what has been given. I would like more words and we can play with those and you can give me more that are closer to what I’m trying to say. I think, I believe that most of the time you know what I’m going for so just give me the better words for it, thank you.

Also it’s true, all the things I tell you about my bodily sensations are true, I know you know this because I wouldn’t make up or falsify something if I didn’t have the tickle, twinge, or scritchy scratch. Do you need to worry about me, no no, we aren’t running in that direction but you do need to pay attention to my self report because it’s going to give you great information. I won’t give everyone a self report, you are special on the list, you are the one that I know will be listening with bigger ears and putting more pieces together and if there ever is a conglomeration of symptoms you will likely have the full picture before everyone else does. And you go on believing me and even if I was using it for your attention then I say good on me, good on me!

Furthermore I am being visited at night. There is a very sweet fairy, a very sweet fairy that does like to bring me good smells. I mean cherries, berries and flowers. And you should know about her because she’s a friend of mine and you call it intuitive but here’s the thing about me, I have a burning light that is deep within and it sparks visits from others when I am most still and resting. It doesn’t bother me but I would welcome more conversations about the fairies. Do you have one, have you seen them, do you believe. In closing I would like to say that I chose you because I was told you are from the same light realm as me and I believe the one who told me so because they always tell the truth." 

Note: Another intuitive told me my daughter was from the same realm as me. I've also read repeatedly that fairies are real beings that reside in the 4th dimension which is why people can't see them.

My Older Son’s Higher Self - I asked what his purpose is for this incarnation

"This for me is a lifetime of polish and refinement so you should continue to see my behaviors align with that. I see a lot of nonsense around me. It does not bring about discomfort for me but I do see things that really don’t work, really don’t match up, really are unacceptable. I’m making internal notes about that because I will eventually report on these. I will want you and my dad to listen. Because I came here fresh off a recent life as a journalist and I knew then what I know now that the powers of my observational skills will take me everywhere. The knowingness that my observations will illuminate will keep me safe. The shared information that I will be able to glean over long stretches of years of time will be of service to others. I’m not quiet if you were present to the internal system of me. I have stored volumes of information. Don’t ask me about it unless we are on the topic. One thing I don’t do well with is questions coming at me out of the blue. I need a place to put it so I can follow along when you bring up a topic so we are unfolding the topic. If you all of a sudden have a wondering out of nowhere I am not the right person. I like to string things in an orderly fashion because it’s the journalist in me." 

Note that after the channeling, Stephanie said he is an old soul. She also said the unacceptable things he sees right now are just silly things in kindergarten but he has ideas about what he observes. Stephanie said his thing is fairness and justice. This is absolutely true.

My youngest Son’s Higher Self: I asked what his purpose is for this incarnation

"Well I heard you guys (talking about me and his dad) asking for someone built like me so I quickly assembled myself in the most perfect of ways and brought all the sillies as you say to the playground, to the picture, to the stage and if you want to know something about me I do like fashion and I do like performance and I do like martial arts. I like all the opportunities and resources that you have made available. That’s what I’m keen to utilize and enjoy. Back to you two, you wanted some comic relief, I'm really good at that. It's not a factor of my age, it's actually infused in the personality I chose. I really like my personality, I’m going to hold on really good to my personality. And as long as you all keep laughing at my antics then I feel I am serving in the role most needed by this family but I’m not going to get all mired down in this role. I’m going to try on lots of hats because they will go with all different outfits and I’m going to play out a variety of things that maybe you don't have the courage to do right now so I’ll show you how easy it can be and you can follow my lead. I really do love to be a leader." 

Note: This is all very true about our crazy little 2 year old! I'm not sure about the fashion though but he does like barbies :)

To summarize this blog post, you can see how the channeling sessions of my Soul and the Soul of my children all tie in with my other blog posts. It seems that we all have a purpose for our incarnations and something we are working on. We are all acting out roles with each other for the evolution and joy of our Soul.