An Experience with Jesus

So I understand how this may sound, that I had an experience with Jesus. I'll just say it like it happened.....

A week ago, my daughter got sick with a fever and a stomach virus. Then I came down with a chest cold. It was all unexpected since we are still at the end of summer. So there were a couple nights there where I didn't get much sleep. As a parent you will understand how much it sucks when a little kid gets a stomach virus.

Prior to this, my neck had also been aching from swimming with my kids in the pool the last couple months of summer. It had been sore for maybe a couple weeks. I could still do what I needed to do but my neck was feeling as if it was on the border, where it could get worse if I didn't do some self care.

So last Monday night I was laying in bed and of course I couldn't sleep because for some reason my cold medicine made me feel like I drank a cup of strong coffee. As I was staring at the ceiling I was getting more and more upset and stressed out. I was thinking about how I would be on my own the next day taking care of two energetic little boys and a child that was recovering from a stomach virus, and that I would be exhausted with a chest cold. Then I lifted my head and heard my neck pop and I felt the pain of a hurt neck. Just moving my head side to side caused pain in my neck. This has happened to me before at night time and I was very stiff the next day unable to turn my head without causing immense pain. This caused me to absolutely panic as I was laying in my bed.

I started to ask the angels and my spirit guides to heal my neck but instead I decided to call in the big guns. I asked Jesus for help. I literally just pleaded through tears, Jesus please heal my neck so that I can take care of my kids tomorrow. I then felt like I was being enveloped by a cloud of warmth and love. I noticed how strong I could feel this cloud of energy even though I was fully awake. I even said, "wow your energy is so strong" because I was shocked I could feel it when I was awake. I then felt more peaceful and at some point fell asleep. When I woke up my neck was as good as new and it has felt fine since that night.

I've had varying degrees of "feeling" energy since I started meditating. There was the one night where I woke up in (what seemed to me) a theta brain wave state where I was visited by an Arcturian being in the middle of the night. I detail this out in the blog post called A Galactic Visitor. In that same post I mention that on a different night as I was falling asleep, I felt the energy of my spirit guide moving next to me. I believe I was also in a theta brain wave state since I was in the state between awake and sleep. I've also felt varying degrees of energy while meditating. However, this experience with Jesus was different because I was fully awake and I felt this energy strongly. What does energy feel like? I can only describe it as a cloud of love and warmth, I'm not sure how else to say it. I started to feel energy perhaps six months after I started meditating.

Prior to the start of my little research project into metaphysics three years ago, I was an atheist. I'm still not religious but I would say I'm spiritual. I believe Jesus is a soul just as we are and his soul has lived many human lives, one of which was Jesus. I do think he is a very experienced soul and he was an experienced soul when he lived that life of Jesus. I think the purpose of that life of Jesus was to bring the message of love and that the kingdom of God is within us. Specifically, that we can all connect with our own higher self and the spirit realm since it is literally in and around us. I believe this was the simple message he was bringing. I'm not someone that is heavily interested in religion except for my sporadic curiosity here and there into the history. However, I knew that Jesus was an evolved soul that supports humanity.

So why did my neck get healed but not my chest cold? I was kicking myself because I didn't ask Jesus to heal both my neck AND my chest cold. However, I'm not even sure my chest cold would have been healed. I believe the purpose of this cold was for me to slow down. I think sometimes we become sick because our soul wants us to slow down, rest, and be more present. Perhaps also to understand what it feels like to physically not feel good so that it creates compassion when others are going through the same. I believe this is why we are healed sometimes and other times not, because our soul wants the experience. My understanding is that even if we aren't healed, the spirit realm will always surround us with love while we are going through tough times.

I realize this post may seem a bit...um pious but it's what happened. I think it's important to be our authentic selves and speak our truth. I believe the era of humans trying to "fit in", "be normal", or "cookie-cutter" is coming to an end, and it's time for humans to be their unique, authentic selves. So even though it's not normal to say, "hey, I had this interesting experience where Jesus healed my neck the other night", I believe it's important for people to talk about this stuff and have conversations about consciousness.

So was Jesus really in my bedroom? I think so but I can't prove it. All I can do is share my experiences and you can take it or leave it. I think it's important for people to know that you can ask the angels, your guides, or even call in the big guns for help. They are here to help humanity because it's tough out there. We need help once in a while. Feel free to ask whenever you need it, I believe the spirit realm enjoys helping humanity and is actually waiting for us to ask.